givers gain

nak sambung lagi happy dari entry yg lepas..lama dah entri ni dok dalam draft ni..

happy sgt untuk Jay ..dia pun dah berjaya pregnant juga..naturally without med..just jaga makan semua..kenapa teruja sy sgt ehh..sbb sy pun mcm dia..non-obese PCOS..insyaAllah nak cuba apa yg J dah cuba..in term of eat healthy food & apply whatever tips yang dia share at her blog..kena tekat gak ni..

those who read her blog will notice so many tips & knowledge that she shared with us at her blog..how diligent and struggle the effort that she put in searching for the information to make sure she have better understanding on her body..and to know the effect from all the supplement & medicine that she consume..dan mcm2 lagi laa info yg dia share..sgt rajin ok..

so, my conclusion is..sharing is caring dan inilah erti pada memberi..u get what u give..
as givers, she gain and deserve to this miracle news ;)

happy for them..

Alhamdulillah..happy to hear a good news from nia and reen..masa diorg to get their own baby dah tiba..so sgt teruja dengar berita diaorg..waiting for our turns pulak..sooo happy for them..

finally Allah answer their prayers..they deserve to get this miracle new afters many many EFFORT they made..mcm  reen punya tagline in her blog.. "A Battle Against Infertility" ..usaha & terus usaha sampai berjaya..all the efforts is now worth it...Allah pun menilai seseorang berdasarkan USAHA dia..nia berjaya to get pregnant secara natural after many years of treatment & supplements...& reen via  frozen embryo transfer (FET) after failures in 4th cycle of IVF..reen sgt kuat & tabah !! and both of them also having pcos like me..so sy makin bersemangatlah nak teruskan ttc ni..i believed that pcos people aslo can have our own baby..chaiyok!!

i should learn from them not to give up..my effort sooooo little..and i should put more effort & struggle much more to fight against infertility..dengan izin Allah..that good news also will be mine ;)..insyaAllah

babysit cik aisyah

Assalamualaikum..


errmm lama tak menulis kat sini..mcm tak tahu nak tulis ape laa..nak cerita pasal treatment, lama dah tak pi jumpa Doctor, nak cerita pasal supplement tambahan pun, on off je makan..kurang disiplin sket laa..haaa cuma nak take note kat sini, cik P sekali lagi datang naturally..alhamdulillah laa..even sket2 jer..CD 1 on 12/6 hari tu..so hari ni CD12 laa..alhamdulillah laa..maybe sikit sebanyak kesan positive dari minum madu & pati delima gulsan kot (even tak consistent sgt)..huhu..


back to topic, hari ni almost sepanjang hari dok babysit anak buah yang berusia 8 bulan..cik Aisyah..pitty little Aisyah, Ummi dia masuk wad kena virus kencing tikus..so abi dia pun tak sihat..demam..plus kena selalu pi hospital...so doakan laa both adik & adik ipar saya pulih sepenuhnya..kita tgk anak dia pun sedih..mak ayah tak sihat..


faham-faham laa kan..kita ni takde anak..kena jaga baby plak..dah laa tengah active cik aisyah ni..mcm kekok jer..tapi dalam hati teruja gak sebenarnya...konon-konon berlatih untuk jaga anak sendiri nanti..heheh..berangan je..so dari pagi dok busy nak masakkan lauk mak (mak stroke dah setahun lebih..doakan mak sy sembuh eh)..plus nak kena tengok2 kan cik Aisyah lagi..agak kalut gak..nasib laa mr hubby ada..dia byk tolong both masak & jaga baby..gilir2 gitukan..i'm sure insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki ada anak sendiri, my hubby will become bapa mithali laa..ya Allah syukur ada husb yg sangat membantu & memahami. .lepas masak2, bagi si kenit tu makan nasi lenyek dengan sup plus ayam & kentang..alhamdulilah laa dia makan byk..


tapi part yang paling challenges bila cik Aisyah nak tido..adoi aii...dia nak minum susu laa kan..dah laa dia still fully breastfeed..stock susu plak takde..adoi ponin den..bagi air kosong pun minum sket je..pastu nangis..then bagi buah kurma..senyap sekejab ..sbb Aisyah suka makan kurma..pastu bila haus nangis balik..mati kutu tak tau nak bagi minum apa dah..end up buat jus kurma..terkumat2 dia minum..pun tak nak tido gak..rasanya dia haus plus panas..so ajak husb keluar jalan2 naik kereta..bawa si kenit tu..dengan harapan dia tido dalam kereta..soo true...tak sampai 5 minit dalam kereta dia tidur dengan lena nyaa..so kami pun terus round almost sejam gak laa..then balik rumah..yey! dia berjaya tido..alhamdulillah..


haa ni la dia cik Aisyah yang comel tu.. geram tgk dia tau..mulut tak berenti bebel..tp bahasa dia laa kan...  baju dia yang comel gak kan..di jahit oleh auntie dia yang comel laa jugak ..hehe..perasan sudah di situ..syok anak buah ramai gergirl ni..bole jahit macam-macam tau..kalau rajin laa kan....nnti bole jahit utk anak sendiri plak yer..

ok laa..satu pengalaman baru hari ni...insyaAllah practise for future laa kan ('',)

cycle 3 & jeles

Alhamdulillah..

unexpected..cik P datang pada CD36 on 2nd cycle...natural flow without any medicine..mcm pelik je tiba2..takde tanda2 nak period pun....kira ok laa..syukur sgt even x berjaya lagi..lagi pun masa cycle yang lepas, tak bersungguh sgt ttc..tak pergi pun jumpa Dr..incik husb kata suh cuba naturally..maybe dia pun penat kot nak pi KL..dgn duit minyak lagi..tol lagi..dan yg penting duit utk treatment..dia selalu ckp kesian kat wife dia ni..asyik dok makan ubat itu ini..then ada plak kena side effect dgn ubat laaa..kita plak kesian kat dia..

InsyaAllah akan terus berusaha dan berusaha...chiyok!!!

nota kaki or nota hati??

# Baru dapat tahu makcik sebelah suami getting pregnant anak ke 3...aduhh..jeles

# My biras pun pregnant anak ke 5...aduhhh jeles lagi..now anak dia yg ke 4 di jaga oleh ibunya di Terengganu where diorg dok rompin bersama 3 anak yg lain..dalam hati ckp, kenapa laa diaorg tak bagi aku je jaga..kalau yg ke 5 ni pun dia nak hantar terengganu, nnti nak cuba tanya dia laa boleh tak bagi kita yg jaga.. btw this year diaorg will celebrate 5 yrs aniv with 5 kids... mudahkan rezeki dia ..ermm..kita gak yg susah..susah hati..mcm mana laa nak balik kg PIL, nak jumpe dia or sedara mara..dlm hati dok berkata , dia dah 5, ko ape ada...aduh..buang jauh² semua negative thought tu... ohh luckly, alhamdulillah tu semua dalam hati saja, syukur gak byk sbb so far makcik² pun takde yg tanya mcm² sangat a.k.a kepochi..they all semua nampak very supportive..alhamdulillah..tp dalam hati diorg tak tahu laa kan..harap diaorg doa yg terbaik untuk kita kan..

# My abang's wife, kakak ipar laa kan..also pregnant for 2nd baby..aduhh..jeles lagi dan lagi..

# and last but not least..my only lovely sister will get a baby next month insyaAllah..(tolong doakan adik saya yer..dia ada sakit tulang belakang, and can't imagine how she carried a baby in her tummy with the back pain..tolong doakan moga Allah mudahkan dia bersalin nanti)

see guys..most of my closed famili semua dah pregnant balik..

mana tak nya..for the past 7 years..masa baru kawin, anak² buah sebelah suami ada 2 orang je..and now dah 14 orang..dah laa kitaorang anak yg kedua berkahwin..the years after baru abang, kakak n adik dia kawin..incik husb langkah bendul kakak & abang dia..dan sekarang dari 6 adik beradik..hanya tinggal sorang je belum kahwin...thats why my PIL bole dapat 14 cucu..

on my side plakk..daripada mak takde cucu, now dah masuk 4..ohh i'm the first getting married in my family..follow by my 2 bro & sista..tinggal 2 org je lg yg masih study..alhamdulillah laaa..

can u imagine my situations?..ermm..I donno how i feel & how i face those situations last time when all my close famili informed their good news..jeles memang jeles..tapi alhamdulillah dah biasa+dah boleh terima berita² ni dengan gembira dan seadanya..(tapi dlm hati tiada siapa yang tahu..korang sure faham kan...huhuhu :(( )

OK..Lets pray hard for us, all TTCian and pray the good things for everyone beside us too..try to be happy always ('',)

cycle ke 2

semalam..after balik dari kelas rasa sakit pinggang sangat..as expected..cik P is coming ofter taking norculat for 5 days..now thinking nak call Dr to set for appointment ke tak for this cycle? ni cycle ke 2 tahun ni..sbb bulan Feb cik P tak dtg..harap cycle kali ni ada positive result laa..hajat di hati nak buat IUI..but scared..sbb Dr pernah kata my pcos still there even after buat laps tahun 2010 dulu..so she worry if bila bagi ubat gonald + pregyl during iui nanti..the ovum will over stimulate & takut risiko utk kena OHSS balik..so kena monitor closely..

apa pun..will see laa..malas nak fikir mcm2..asyik dok takut je kan..huhu..not good laa..

for this time being, cuba nak consistentkan minum madu+susu HiGoat+kurma setiap pagi..dan nak minum pati delima gulsan..tapi tak tau mcm mana..nak hirup sesudu ker or nak bancuh dgn air..& bila nak minum..any advise?

cik P malu lagi...

Assalamualaikum..

For the past 2 week dgn sabarnya menunggu cik P datang..tapi tak nak dtg gak..aduh. fenin..kalau tak datang, mcm mana nk proceed treatment..kononnya nak tunggu naturally laa..tp nothing..so hari ni CD60.. cik P not coming gak dan double line pun tak muncul lagi..insyaAllah next cycle kot..hehe..

so sekali lagi perlukan pertolongan norkulat utk panggil cik P..tak sanggup nk tunggu lama..bila laa bole normal ni..awat cik P malu sungguh nak singgah ni ? 

kwn2 ttc ada tak tips tips to get period normally...tanpa amik apa2 ubat..penin dok mkn ubat ni..kot ada yg pernah cuba any supplement ker or cara traditional ker..yg jamu mak dara tu ok ker ?

Doctor

 Salam semua..

lama tak menulis kat blog ni..buka blog hari2..tulis nya tidak..takde cerita menarik laa ni..dah lama nya tak jumpa Dr..dah sebulan..tu yg takde cerita sgt..btw dok baca-baca blog Dr Adila jumpa this sentence wrote by her..honestly wrote by a Doctor..

" That's the hard part in some Drs, admitting their limitations. Drs should KNOW WHEN TO REFER to other colleagues (for the benefit of our patients, please) or WHEN TO CALL FOR ASSISTANCE and not just 'borong' semua kes and get suboptimal results. It doesn't mean that we are incapable or incompetent. The best chance/result is always during/from the first surgery, subsequent surgeries would always be more challenging/difficult. Also, we must always remember and have FAITH in Him.

tu laa yg dok fikir2..Doctor is just a medium utk kita berusaha..yg lainnya ditentukan oleh ALLAH..have FAITH in Him